Day 12

Today
they crushed the car
smashed and crashed
crushed
and folding it
into a tiny square
two wheels on the ground
two wheels stacked above
bent into some weird
kind of fake
clump of metal
but inside
after dark
my heart shrivels
because I know
even though
There are a lot of new rushes
and a lot of interested guys
not all of them will be accepted i n
some of them will be turned away
and,
knowing how it hurts to be spurned. . .
it breaks my heart
to know that these people
that I will get close to
will experience that.
Though, I guess in a way,
it won't be half as hurtful
as it was for me.
I hate how the world tries to shit on me.
I hate everyone.